| im at my 2nd house right now jus chillin....
life is pretty good right now....
if u would ask me if there would be nethin else i want in life...
u'd prolly think id say NOTHIN AT ALL...
but theres still TWO more things... lol
what they are... well jus ask then mayb i'll tell u  |
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i stole this pic from elaine lol but i kno she loves me . . .this was good times gen's bday!!! we must party again ladies . . . lol nan is so pink muahahaha
but yah things are different now . . . learning how to stand on my own two feet and i need this but no matter what i still "spin in circles" an endless circle of unknown cuz one day its like this another day its like that . . . and i always end up in the same place. . . one day marie joyfully screamed her praises "independence pahati day" and i knew i had to laugh
in a way it was true . . . but in another aspect im not so sure . . .
i guess it takes awhile for me to remember what truly makes me happy besides someone else there all the time mentally by my side . . . knowing i'll have them to talk to no matter what whenever i want. . . . due to no real reason . . . or wen im bored and blah . . . it sucks tho cuz its like i lost my best friend but then not really . . . still so many questions arise in my head and different scenes replay over and over analyzing what it meant or if it was just wat it was supposed to be on the surface . . .
i guess all in all . . . this is not the end OF COURSE . . . lol just the beginning i'll find my paradise but . . . on my own no matter what struggles are up for me next or even surprises i'll take them and accept them . . . life is a mystery . . . and it has that funny way of catching you off guard . . . i sure was caught off guard
and updates? . . .hmmm jus finished a successsful uproot. . . gona open up for southborder/jasmin trias . . . finals are around the corner and . . . happy birthday roda!
til next time . . .
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| ahhhhh midterms are over . . . time to prepare for the next round 
but yah jus reminiscing about some good times this past year !!!! wanna see?
random bowlin day w/some thai bowl !
 
random pics w/famila . .. mama c, manang marie, and daddy-o haha
  IM REALLY GONA MISS JOHNNIE NEXT MONTH 
in these pics are: johnnie, daddy-o, mama c, manang marie, and mah baby lol |
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| im feeling so bleh lately . . .
i duno i feel sometimes the world is out to get me. ever have that feeling? well im havin it right now goshness. . . im so happy w/how things are goin . . . but so sad cuz i guess other people's thoughts are getting to me. . . and are really effecting meeh in a very bad way. plus all this school stuff and stress isnt helpin out either .
i guess u cant get everythin u want?
i jus feel sooooo. . . uncomfortable ? i guess thats the word. |
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| Filipinos in Alliance
proudly presents : BATTLE OF THE BAMBOO
when? February 18, 2006 time? 7pm where? UIC's Innercircle why? cuz its gona be GrRrEAT!
oh AND ITS FREE (donations accepted )
and we're sellin cool tshirts!
see you all there!!!
for more info email: dblanc2@uic.edu
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